One of repetition

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1B6cpcMX8DAOMG!!! This song just kills me!!! the feelings are so strong in this.... it always makes me cry... T^T it is also stuck in my head WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOOOO!!! BUT it is strongly recommended !! it is just so awesome!!!

New year?

Well it is 2014, still not used to my new class. Really miss my secondary 2 class!!!! They are so much more fun!!! The class is just too quiet now... The mood is like, well.... I'm not sure but the pressure of not talking is there. Even no matter how high someone is, they still will not be able to talk during lessons!!! All the smart kids are in this class!!! Feeling the stress and pressure in this!!! What if I don't get along with them? What of the class remains like this for the whole year???? I will not be able to take it!!! Argh well the next post will have something to do with anime I guess??? Well most probably :\

How great if I had rima's power then I can threaten to shock them into talking more .... But this is realityzzz

Friends....

I do wonder at times... what exactly are friends? they might treat you like dirt at times but when they are left out they come and find you. I really can't stand this kind of friendship. in the first place I don't even think that this is called friendship-.- just pissed off......  seriously they will try to control who you are going to hang out with and stuff and they expect me to apologise when i hang out with the people they don't like? Like please, you guys are not even my best friends, you don't have the right to do choose my friends if you guys don't like them then don't like them. But it does not mean that i will not hang out with them. seriously buzz off , I don't care anymore. I will definitely not apologise to you guys.

A really nice part of a FAN FIC story i read~

If I could only define LOVE.

I wonder if things would be easier. Will I find the answer that I have been searching for all these years? Is it the reason for my emptiness? Will it fill up the void inside my heart? If only there is a definite answer for it... I won't have to question myself anymore... right?

I don't really know how i feel for that person. What is this anyway? Is it supposed to develop even for just a short period of time? Why... why do I want that person to be mine? Why do I want to posses that person's smile?Why do I want to be the REASON for that person's smile...? Too selfish? Or maybe... jealous? Jealous that I can't be the one that makes that person smile instead, other people do it without too much effort.

Why am I jealous anyway? Why do I want to posses that person for the start anyway?

Why do I constantly yearn and wish for that person?

But I know that if I do that...I'll only destroy her... I'll take away her smile and plunge her into the darkness... Yet, I do not know if I can contain these feelings any longer.

It's been only such a short time and yet...

Why do I love her this much?

ISN'T THIS JUST SWEET??? SOMEHOW SAW THIS WHEN I WAS READING A STORY ON WATTPAD AND THIS IS THE STARTING. I JUST LOVE THIS SO SO SO SO MUCH!! 

EZ DO DANCE

PR RAINBOW LIVE OP2

I really love this opening!!!! SO CATCHY !! EZ DO DANCE ~ somehow this opening shows how all of them will be great friends in the future but beru cried.....

Recently, i really can't really put a finger on it. But what are they thinking..... When they need me they cling to me. when they dont need me they push me aside. Well i know this happens to a lot of people but still....... I really am deciding whether to keep them close or not maybe not..... or maybe to go with another group??? Still deciding.... But my aim for term 3: GET A GROUP PHOTO OF ALL THE UNIFORM GROUPS!!! Maybe a sneak shot??? HEHEHE

Even if things are going wrong never give up and try harder to get what you want!!! Who knows??? the next thing you know it, something great might happen? Don't get discouraged. that is the worst thing that can happen as we know, the worst enemy is yourself. therefore never give up and try try try again!!! ^~^ If the worst really does happen, then try to get help. if you want to cry, cry in your own room or else only in front of someone you trust a lot. WOW that sounds like bullying advise but oh well it is somewhat similar anyways.